This reminds me so much of me

Never win first place, I don't support the team ( Read more... )

Had the prom tonight, it's all over. 5 years of pain and glory, friendship and everything.

I'm gonna miss is so much.

Wanna cry.

I'm a total mix of emotions inside me today. I'm feeling really laid back inside, but somewhere ( Read more... )

Life's just fallen apart.

Earlier today I Was trying to piss off Abbey so I wrote a message on my cell phone aimed towards Alex sayind that I didn't think we work out. I didn't intend to send it to her, but one of Abbey's friend sent it.

So i've fucked up, she hates me.

I wanna die again.

thats bad.

i'm losing it again

not sure why

probably teh exams

i'm scared about them

scared about alex

scared about life really.

if i don't halt this downwards spiral then i might cut again.

thats bad.

help me.

I'm like well.

I'm not single no more, found a great girl -> Alex <- and we're gonna give it ago between us ;)#

Dan

I'm gonna write about the changes that have occured ( Read more... )

I realised tonight how much you mean to me ( Read more... )

I'm being torn apart inside.

I don't wanna lose her friendship, I really care for her.

But it hurts so damn much.

what the fuck am I supposed to do?

I'm so confused.

I've just been watching the BAFTA awards, not that closely I must admit, but when John Thaw came ont he screen my eye flicked over, then his wife gave a speech accepting the award, as voted for by the people (not exactly sure what the award was) and it was really sad, she was visibly awed by it, and deeply upset as well ( Read more... )