i just saw our apartment's cleaning lady get into her M3. haha, i love orange coutny. <3

had another dream about things i should have been over months ago....

man did it just feel so nice and normal. wish we were still at least talking.

Fill this out about me! I wanna see what people say ( Read more... )

is it bad to cry over someone who's not talked to you in three months?

mood is slightly better. could be the 14 hours of sleep last night...the gin and tonic....or the new interest. hm. oh hell, it was the ice cream.

a tip: if you really want to pick up on me, use something like christian sent me today and i'll be putty in your hands--

Subject: hot
Content: Definitely one helluva gorgeous and hot guy. ( Read more... )

today was quite productive [for once]...

i could list everything but i'm sure you're barely reading this.

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i miss tour-- the uniform...the rehearsals..the people...the not-so-private showers...


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I walked past my mother's room just now in a dress shirt and boxers, a non-normal occurence at 10:30 on a wednesday evening. So she asks, "are you trying on clothes again ( Read more... )

i'm tired of settling; i'm tired of getting walked on.

i'm done with that, thank you.

i'm home.

<3

there ain't a lot o' better things then spending a drunk day in baltimore.