I feel like someone slipped me some acid or something. I feel surreal. I felt asthough nohing mattered for a while today. I felt content where I am, I was ready for transcendance. I still fell like I am fighting the world. I'm losing too. I have no allies, no friends. Something is telling me its time to go. Its time for me to see whats out there ( Read more... )

Just had a halloween party, the house is a total fuckin mess. Alison came over, I havent seen her in a month or so. I still have a high regard for her. I cant be around her. nora was here to with her new victim, i mean boyfriend. Nora is socially deviant. I havent seen nora in months. Its not fun to relive the good old days. I need something new. I ( Read more... )

I am going to ride downtown and check out the chalk art festival. Last year my sister got 3rd? place in it. Anyway, the coffee is especially good this morning. I am fuckin burned out for all i did yesterday. Chris will probably sleep until 2 o'clock. Have another drink chris, cause someday i am going to be making a shit load of money performing a ( Read more... )

Today, i went biking to Fairhaven (7 miles) with joe. Then joe went to work. I came how worked out, then went riding to fairhaven agian. Wasnt enough. Then i decided to walk to the ferrie terminal. So all in all, that 21 miles worth the biking/walking. I fuckin hate sitting here in this hell hole. Most of the time i would rather be anywhere else. ( Read more... )

Well, I have been doing a lot of riding lately. Its been really nice out so i have to be on my bike. Things with Erin went to shit, i basically told her to fuck off last night. I dont want to hear from her anymore. Things with Allison feel odd. Allison is one of the only people i actually like. She has so many good qualities to her, and she is ( Read more... )

I live in a house with 4 other people. 1 of them is very considerate of others. The rest arent. Julia goes out of her way to be loud when i am trying to sleep. The bitch. I think instead of telling her to shut the fuck up i will just start bonking her on the head with a cast iron skillet.

This is my first journal entry. I have decided not to tell anyone i actually know about this. I figure there is an outside chance some random person in the world may find this and take an interest in my boring ass life.