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[dtj16]

so apparently i cant even post what i'm thinking about on here, or im pretty much terrible..i thought thats what this is for...whatever though... havent been able to say what ive felt for a long time now.. cuz im pretty much not allowed anyways.. *shrugs*

probly wont post anything on here anymore...

Comments

[academyofmine]

I'm going to be blunt. Screw her. She made the choice to date someone when her profile says she's not actively looking which is full of complete bullshit. I'm sorry that this breakup is hurting you but you know what? In all fair honesty, you're better off. When you vented to me, I was there, I've heard several things through you and just..don't let her get to you. She made the decision to start dating, and you're allowed to whenever you're ready as well. This is YOUR journal. If she has a problem, use a filter. Remove her, whatever. If you decide to stop updating just because of something like that, you're not who I thought you were. It's your feelings, not hers.

That's my two cents.

[x_unbreakable_o]

Wow.. I never said that. Sorry I needed to vent to someone.. maybe you shouldnt read my conversations with people.

As far as Jenn goes.. she apparently doesnt know shit about me or my life or who I date or why I date them. I wasnt actively looking either, things happen and its not like its some random guy I just met either.

The only problem I had with your last entry was that its totally public and you're making me sound like some horrible person like everyone else is. Im sorry that I was unhappy and im sorry that I tried telling/showing you that, but nothing changed. Im sorry that I wanted to be happy and to not be this person I've become the last few years. Yes I love you and yes they were amazing but a lot changed the last few years. I dont regret them at all so dont think that either. *sigh* I dont really know what to tell you. You have been able to say how you've felt so dont go there.

Good luck with whatever.

[dtj16]

Caryn... have you looked at most of your entries?.. you make me look like the worst person in the world.. and when i turn around and say one thing you freak out..and no it wasnt in retaliation.. it was because i have tried not talking about it for a really long time, and it just keeps building up.. sorry i needed to vent.. and it isnt like the whole world actually saw it.. im pretty sure only you did..

[dtj16]

nope.. ya were talking to him about it the week BEFORE you dumped me.. :) and even more so the day of..

[x_unbreakable_o]

*sigh* he has nothing to do with this. It was going to happen regardless. Im sorry.