...and its so wonderful to have her here with me. ^<3.<3^ I can just look above me and see her beautiful cherubic face, her heavenly figure all cozy and asleep on my bed. Pretty soon, I'm going to crawl up there, and fall asleep with her next to me. It feels like its been so long since I've been able to do that last, and it feels better and better ( Read more... )

Fuck ( Read more... )

I have a longer entry waiting to be posted, but this is more important, so its going up first ( Read more... )

I swear, I must have PMS or something. ^o.x^ Now I'm feeling better. Ready for what's about to happen. Even happy.

What's happening to me?!!

I don't know what the fuck it is. I've been in one of those depressed moods on and off all week, and its steadily getting worse. I haven't been myself. I didn't even feel like eating dinner tonight (much to my stomach's disappointment; I feel like throwing up, but notihng is in there to begin with). Maybe I need to get out and do something, and ( Read more... )

I am now in the car with my fiancee's parents... ^o.o^;;;; And I'm very nervous. I hope they don't ask anything about our plans for marriage, or religion. I keep telling myself "relax, it'll be okay." I'm laughing and smiling with them, but I'm very, very scared right now, and trying not to show it...

Before I get started, here is my obligatory random quiz, having already read the ones from Usagi-Okasan. XD;


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Today could not have been much worse ( Read more... )

Now I feel like a d00che for not updating my journal right away after all that's happened, and Jen did less than a day later. Logically, the only way to counter these feelings of d00cheness is to write an entry. So here it is. To prevent myself from being damned to a life of d00chedom, a fate worse than death to be sure ( Read more... )

Jen and I are engaged!!