I really really need someone to talk to. I hate sleep. It's so lonely.
the combined vastness and triviality of my pain right now seem simply too cliche but also too intensly personal and individual to ever allow to be on livejournal.
so hm. berkeley says no. which means choices are basically davis or bard, and some other place and some other place neither of which I think I'd go to. or try an appeal to berkeley. davis is close and cheap, bard is far away and expensive, but I think I'd rather go there. very confused tim.