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Sep 07, 2005 16:32

Then I'm off work and ready to get started on a few projects for classes! I keep trying to put my life into perspective and I keep realizing that there is nothing there! I feel like i am doing meaningless things every day for nothing! some day I will die and nothing i have done in my life will matter. i'm rethinking my priorities, do i really want ( Read more... )

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Purpose anonymous September 9 2005, 23:24:28 UTC
Oh sweets,

You need to embrace life, you have a purpose, just look at all of the people you have helped and hurdles you have jumped (you got out of Modesto). Sometimes, especially when I am in San Francisco and Oakland, everyone is marching along like ants, steady streams of people with purpose. Even if your life now seems like routine, you need to understand that without having harmonizing activities like doing your bills, going to work and waking up in the morning - the big adventures in life won't have perspective or the same meaning.
Don't forget, you are getting your degree because you want it, you want it so bad and have so much confidence in your abilities that you are going to the academy of Art!!!! I know how that school is, primarially from all of the drop-outs and transfers that I know.

Oh, and by the way I had a fight with a spider and I won!!!
Erin 1 - arachnids 4

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Re: Purpose dubstahr September 10 2005, 07:14:12 UTC
LOL, well i'm glad you had a victorious defeat with that spyder, what kind was it? but yeah, i'm in a pretty dark place right now, and i think its starting to show, the other day my mom asked me if i was depressed, i dont think i am, but i'm close to being there.

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