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duck14

lost

Oct 20, 2004 23:29

I am sick and miserable, miserable and sick. I thought that getting rid of my past would set me free, well it seems that I was right and I was wrong. It has set me free, however you cant erase your past completely. Not with out a good bump to the head, or a total recall ( Read more... )

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anonymous October 25 2004, 02:14:05 UTC

Someone once told me...unless you get lucky and find true love the first time...you never really get over a first TRUE love. They will forever be with you, no matter what you do. They will live with you as the one you loved first, and the one who broke your heart, and they will always be in your head. But you will move on, you will love again...and you will marry. You will have children and be as happy as you possibly could, and every once in a while, maybe when the sun is setting,the moon is rising over the clouds, or a star shines in a certain way, you will think of them, and only hope they are as happy as you are. You can never fully let go of your past...it is you...it has made you who you are to this day, but you cannot let it haunt you, for it is what it is, and thats never going to change. You will never fully be free from your past...but you can move on, you can love, and believe it or not, you can be happy again. Don't worry about getting hurt, have fun, and when you least expect it, you'll find her...the one you are ( ... )

... duck14 November 17 2004, 06:51:27 UTC

At first I wasn't going to reply, but you comment has really been bothering me. Namely the fact that you are Anonymous has me wondering who you are, I have a need to know complex =/, and a promise from a stranger holds little in my book, sorry can you blame me? I think i have figured out why it bugs me so, however I am finding it hard to put it into words tonight, maybe later

Lober

~Although it might not sound like it I am glad you posted. I would like to know who you are.

Re: ... anonymous December 22 2004, 02:37:56 UTC

i have to post anonymously because i don't have a lj account....and you can trust me...i live right across from you....when i'm home

Re: ... anonymous December 22 2004, 02:40:08 UTC

ps....sorry to disappoint you...unless you were hoping it was me :)