moncton this weekend with the g-parents and fammm. after that i'll be having about 3 shifts a week for 2 weeks so plan makin will be easier. i haven't been to beach yet so i need that asap.

"There has to be something there of your own. You have to struggle to find your own way to give it expression. If it's a fresh thought then it's likely the form will be fresh too. It all comes down to what the artist has to say. It's no good spending your whole life splashing around with paint if you have nothing to splash around about."

i'm giving up on attempting to have a pretty average teenage life where you have a safety net of wonderful friends who are always always there, and there are absolutely no decent boys around, not even friend-wise! kyle is in new york. marc and i don't talk and i don't think he wants to even talk it out, which in the end makes me the bad person i ( Read more... )

eeeeeverything is going wrong today, again :(

july 3rd: upper clements park ( Read more... )

i slept from 6:30 this morning to 12:30
i don't have anymore friends, i guess!

report cards today! 84 average of my whole year
i feel like grade eleven lasted about 11 seconds (cheesy right?)
( aiiiiiiah )

looking at the prom photos made me sad
am i the only one that when they start to look at photos like that and vitamin c's friends forever violins starts playing in their head? probably

last night i went to blockbuster with mama (that and grocery shopping are the only times i can get out of the house, quite honestly) and i bought the look who's ( Read more... )

we talked and it wasn't as bad as i thought
i'm grounded until july 4th but it's not so bad
sorry sorry to errrr'one.

can't wait to move on from this silly phase
i think the next 12 days will be doing laundry,
watching movies and reading books. oh well!

i'm like a SCANDAL now.
sucks