well this weekend was awesome..went to a party on friday,went to sams on saturday,went to citywalk for sams b-day on sunday and had fun just being retarded and randomly dancing.haha..and monday was the terror show which was awesome..best show ive been too..got alot of anger out..it was good..today i did nothin..i cleaned some..and tomorrow i think ( Read more... )

teehee..justin just left about 15 mins ago..wow..we had the best time,i think this has been the most fun ive ever had with him..he got to my house around 3,we basically just chilled in my room almost the whole time..we ate some KFC..yumm..we were just being retarted and stupid,it was a blast..::sighs:: i love him so much..oh ya!! and we're ( Read more... )

i dont even know whats wrong with me right now..im all blah feeling...i wanna cut so badly,i know that i cant cuz that would be breaking my promise to justin..but i just really want to,and part of me doesnt care if i break my promise..but i know if he found out he'd be so mad...i wish i never promised him anythin.. ::sighs:: i hate being like this, ( Read more... )

hey hey..today was fun..i hung out with my bestest friend ever!..we were at my house for a lil bit then julian came and got us and we went to altamonte mall and just walked around and ate and what not..then we drove around and went to rockys..we didnt do much but it was still a fun time cuz i was with sam..and i really get along with julian,which ( Read more... )

well last night was so much fun,the party was awesome,it had its bad moments but overall it was pretty kool..sam stopped by with julian,and im so happy she did,i missed her so much! muah i love u babe!..todd was flirting we me alot that night..hmm so i dunno..i did some hydrocodone last night and i smoked so i was feeling pretty good..i got there ( Read more... )

things went great with justin yesterday..he stayed over for a couple hours,it was fun..grrr i miss him..so anywayz..petes party is tonight and it tunrs out its gonna be at roberts place,which is kool,and pete told me that it was like a pool party or some shit like that and to bring a bikini..i was like umm no..i dont even have a bathing suit and if ( Read more... )

im excited cuz justin comes over today..wooo...i was suppose to get up at 5 this morning but i accidently slept in till 6:30..and i had to take a shower..so im waiting for my hair to dry,then off to school.i'll probly miss all of 1st period.. :/ ...anywho...i talked to todd yesterday and mentioned petes keg party and he said that they r all going ( Read more... )

ok well today was just another boring monday..one day closer to the end of the school year..things have been alright lately..theres good news and some bad news i guess...bad news is im not quite sure ill see justin this week..he cant come over tomorrow and the only other day would be thursday and hes still working on that,seeing if he can..:: ( Read more... )

today wasnt to bad at all..got up,took a shower,went to church with my mom and bro then went to eat at olive garden,then picked up jonathan and went to the mall and movies..we saw 'kingdom of heaven'..freaking awesome movie,im not really into war movies but this one was pretty damn good..got home around 6:30..the day was pretty good..talked to ( Read more... )

im not feeling so great about myself right now..i dunno y..like theres so many things that i need to change about myself..like my body..i feel so fat and just gross..and my boobs..ugh i wish they were bigger,i know that kinda sounds dumb but i would feel so much more confident in myself and just more complete if my boobs were bigger...and i need to ( Read more... )