i feel so sick right now.i was fine before but all of a sudden it hit me . i felt like i could throw up. i hope ill be ok for the game tonight i really want to cheer tonight. i guess well see how i feel then. my best got a job. im so proud of her.i hope she does well. ill have to call her this weekend and see how her first day went.

when i was little i use to always love my mom so much. i was her little princess. now its like i am always fighting with her prettey much rebeling. she just makes me s mad and i dont understand why. so if anyone understands why its happening please help me out and explain why i hate my mom so much.

last night started my bitchie side. it started when i got off the phone with my captain and just didn't go away. my friends tried to make me smile. it didnt work. i have yet another game today. im so tired of them. but then i think its almost over. its super bowl on sunday but i dont care about any of the teams playing so i'll be with my cousin. ( Read more... )

well nothing really interresting going on. i have a game today. i went to the mall on saturday with meli. it was fun. she read my first one and called and felt so bad. i kept telling her it was ok but she kept telling her it was ok. there are somethings you just dont want people to know. then that night i went with my sisters to their friends ( Read more... )

yesterday i found out my friend had a live journal too. i read one of her entries. i didn't know she was having so many problems at home i do wish she would talk to more. she says she does tell me things but i don't remember her telling me them. i feel like she's drifting away from me. if she leaves i'll have no one left since every one is closer ( Read more... )