Frustrations

Mar 25, 2008 13:11

 
I know that no matter how I try to word this, it’s not going to come out right, so consider this an introduction or explanation or whatever.

You all know me. You know what I believe and what my standards are and what I will and won’t do. Yeah, there’s been some moments where I strayed from those standards and I regret that and that’s really not the ( Read more... )

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evil_herbivore March 26 2008, 00:48:15 UTC
I feel you, Mrs. Courtney. It's probably worse for you since your mom is still with your younger siblings and you're the oldest, but my mom did much the same. She keeps making up excuses for why it was ok to destroy our family, to cheat and leave and ruin everyone's life except hers. And it's easy to tell that she's almost convinced herself that she's right, and that it is all excusable and reasonable and that she doesn't have to take the blame for ruining our family. And talking to her is like talking to a stranger, and it's SO FRUSTRATING to not be able to make her care about it. And she dates men and they are THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN HER LIFE and their families are more important than the one she got tired of, and the only reason she talks to me now is because my boyfriend is mildly famous and she likes to brag about it ( ... )

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dee_bloom218 March 26 2008, 00:59:12 UTC
*hugs* i know there's not much i can do from here but i'm here if u need to talk or whatever ok?

hope things are otherwise good in new mexico :)

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rero March 28 2008, 15:09:17 UTC
Hey love. I know how it is to watch your family members change right before your eyes. It's crazy, but like you already know, we've just got to stick to what we know is right and take solace in that. We just hope that things get better.

All of our friends stick together for a reason, right? Heh. We love and miss you constantly. <3

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chunkymonkmonk April 1 2008, 05:57:12 UTC
I am really sorry that things are rough for you right now. Know you are loved by many and things will work out. Also, don't ever feel like you should apologize for your beliefs. They make you you and I am proud of you for keeping yous beliefs even though some around you don't share them. Just keep on praying, be there for your family and they will find their way. Sometimes people go through "phases" that we can't understand. Try and be optimistic! Have faith. If you ever need to talk or vent, give me a call. I love and miss you!

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