wow...from this side of April 28, life looks a whole lot different...'Who Killed Ima Farmer? A Sprawling Murder Mystery' was last night, and it went GREAT! i couldnt believe it. i actually did really well. i didnt forget any of my lines, we all worked great together. everything went over near seamlessly. it was over, and we came out for our stage ( Read more... )

wow..life isnt really very good now. not only am i stressed out about work, but our play is in 3 days. i cant go to the film festival that i promised i would go to. im sick. i still have a lot of work to catch up on. things still arnt that good with greg. getting better, but still not very good. things with other people are..alright. still not very ( Read more... )

well, this was supposed to be my weekend part 2, but i have other stuff on my mind right now that takes precedence..note to all, this isnt supposed to evoke any emotion from anyone exept myself, its my journal, you dont have to read it if you dont want...dotn think im expecting anything from you when you chose to read it in the first place ( Read more... )

part 1:

ah..interesting weekend, it was mostly fun for the most part (did that make sense)...mike julie sarah and i headed out to bangor at around 3ish, got julies allergy medicine, and then went to gregs..we hung out outside for a little bit, and then started to drink around 5ish...i felt pretty good by the end of the night, after a blue hurricane ( Read more... )

i dont even know where to start..as of this second, i feel like shit and highly unsocial, so im hiding away in my room...listening to music...i was talking to greg..but i pissed him off, so im assuming he went to bed or something..everyone else is in julies room, and i desperatly want to be with them, but then i dont...i know i wont be able to add ( Read more... )

yeah..i dont really know what im going to update with..since im not really all here...not much has really been going on. the MEEA conferance was fun, i think i forgot to put that in my bulleted list. along with going to see tommy gilliam at the UCPA, who is a guy that used to babysit me. interesting times. "if we had shrooms it'd be a different ( Read more... )

wow..lots and lots of stuff has been going on lately..lets see if i can quickly recap with my handy dandy bulleted list button (this stuff is NOT in chronological order)

• went and visited Kat in Rhode Island. that was a lot of fun, but pretty emotional as well. and when i say pretty emotional, i mean really emotional. but yeah, it was an awesome ( Read more... )

Carina Aquila: hi ( Read more... )

well spring break is alright. theres a few rocky spots but its so nice to have the dorm to ourselves. but yeah. greg came up last night and it was really nice to see him. before he came over i went over to josh's and had one of his tropical drinks, then came back to the sound of greg throwing snowballs at the windows and such. he came in and then ( Read more... )

meh, well its finally spring break...and its not as good as i would hope it would be..i mean yeah its good to be alone but im not truly alone, but i dunno, with heather here i feel like i have to always be entertaining...despite what she says...oh well..only a week to go.............................

last night...was...um..interesting to say the ( Read more... )