hey hey wutsup?? everyone! maybe u can help me?? Well that girl i told u about wel she dropped me back in Nov and i am still think i am totally totally over her..... i dunno it was just something about her........... that felt soo rite and i think i like this other girl and i kinda used her and lead her one cuz i said i liked her but i dunno ( Read more... )

Man we r having a pretty bad winter snow storm we have a lot of snow here and it is very windy almost blew me off my feet when i was shoveling with my dad. Man it is a lot of snow out there. I wish we had a skidoo i woiuld be out on that now lol that would be soo much fun!!! Hope u having a good snow day Alyssa! And I am actually starting to ( Read more... )

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I feel all died and numb inside..... and i can t help thinking when I am goin to die and wut it would be like and i am fucked up just cuz a girl.  I know its not the end of the world but it sure feels like it....... and i know I am getting better lil but lil.  I am writing this to anyone that could help me or give me advice or just someone that ( Read more... )

hey hey just nervous about getting in trouble about something man my parents would kill me ...:S:S::S:S:S:S:S::S i wouldnt have a life at all till i move out

Yea I am having a good day i guess!!! but school is a lot hard this semester!!! Bio 11 is a killer but i need to learn how to aply myself.. Yea live is going good still feel a lil bit shitty but i will get over her! well thats all i got to say for now!

Feeling alone.
Feeling down.
Thinking of you
is what brings me down.

Your not here.
Your not there.
God I wish you
were everywhere.

You're a drug.
You're hair and your smile.
Run threw me for miles
and miles.

Making my heart race.
Making the smile run of my face
And make my mind go into outer space.

Man I feel a lot better i finished all my exams and I think I passed them all too.!!! and it feels soo good. And I think I am getting over the girl situation!!

I loved her so much.
But it is so hard to let go.
To not hold her and see her.
God I feel soo old.

I loved you for you.
And I thought you loved me too.
So I guess I was wrong.
And you threw me out like an old shoe.

I loved everything about you.
Your hair and your eyes.
But especially your smile.
That hit me by surprize.