I just talked to Tim and I have been informed that Jon is in a metal rehab joint. He made me swear not to tell anyone, and so far so good. Haven't told a soul. He said that Jon's birthday is coming up, and i really want to go visit him and offer my support, but then Jon would know that Tim told me, and of course, I am not supposed to know anything ( Read more... )

I had a nightmare the other night. It was too vivid and I don't think I will ever forget it. Here it a piece ( Read more... )

I am so tired right now, but I can't sleep. I haven't been sleeping hardly ever during the night, but prefer to sleep during the day. I am still not quite sure why. I just know I feel uncomfortable alone in the dark now. Probably some wierd neurosis or something. Waiting. Waiting. Waiting. Waiting for Dayan to get his butt home so I can ask him ( Read more... )

Hello my darlings! Huggies and kisses to you all! Why yes, thank you for noticing, I am in a great mood! I am home! Free at last! No more evil nurses with their accursed needles. No more poking and prodding. I am elated ( Read more... )

Sorry for the non-communication guys. They took away my cell phone. Seems like it may have been interfering with my equipment. Oops! Anywho, I have a plan to snatch it back soon, so hopefully I'll talk to you guys sooner rather than later. I swear the night staff around here have no sense of humor what-so-ever. I am practically a prisoner in my ( Read more... )

Once more a quick update before I sign off for the night. I'm trying to be upbeat, because they say that is vital for my recovery, but my heart is rather heavy as of late. For those select few who are in the know, you can understand my predicament. I feel like I'm losing my best friend. Actually I kinda am, and it's my choice ( Read more... )

Ok so I snuck down to central station to "borrow" a computer so I could check up on how life in the real world is going. I'll be damned if I am gonna be treated like some invalid, when my mind is racing with everything I am gonna do when i bust outta this joint. So I've heard Nicci's got a new man! Sweet, how he's the 10 inches she's been looking ( Read more... )

5 years. 5 years since that fateful day when those cowards decided to massacre thousands of innocents in the name of their god. Such bullshit. I am still angry! I'm angry when I hear that people don't care anymore, I am angry that people have forgotten, and I am angry when people pretend it never happened. How dare you! You are no better than them ( Read more... )

So I did a very bad thing today. As I am sure most of you all know, I have having mouth pain for like a month now. I went to the dentist and it's gonna cost me $1100 to get everything fixed. Well um, I don't have that kinda funds right now, so pain meds it is, except I ran out this morning ( Read more... )

I had another dream last night. And no it wasn't dream man either. . . .*sigh* Nope, I was like a girl version of that guy in Devil May Cry 3 and I had this wicked ass trenchcoat and sword and stuff lol. But the difference was I had to go around collecting like soul and spiritual power from the ghouls in the form of little red and blue lights kinda ( Read more... )