there are somethings that just never go away no matter how much you want them to and no matter how much you think that they are .. they're not. i had a good day at work and then i come home and there is a kid hangin out with my mom and carol and come to find out he is one of kels old friends and he is talkin about it and all the shit comes back to ( Read more... )

all i have to say is that i experienced something so awesome today..

i love life now..

love you morgan alexis.. your beautiful baby.

:)

1 MINUTE AGO: lookin up the weather for the weekend ( Read more... )

i have been thinkin about you lately alot of things have changed with out you here.. i wonder sometimes would we be friend if you were still here? would you be the same, would i? i don't kno why i can't let go.. i kno i need to.. but its so hard to say goodbye to some that took up some much of you life and heart.. i need to kno that things are goin ( Read more... )

so i am at lisas house but she is not here.. im bored.. i was playin with the puppy but that gets old after awhile.. so i was thinkin of a campin trip very soon i think i need a get away, im goin to cedar point with a friend from work next saturday to go and ride the rides and say hello to joey! awesome shit, that kinda like a campin trip right ( Read more... )

sooo i woke up this morning to something odd.. i went to the bathroom and looked out the window and there she was puttin the rest of her clothes in her car.. i was in shock.. what do i do i asked.. but then when i went potty i came out and seen that he was still home.. i felt so bad.. i know that he cries himself to sleep, i can hear him.. i want ( Read more... )

last night i stared up at the sky and was blinded by, of what i thought, was my life. but much to my suprise, it was my past. something that i don't want back. but if i could change it nothin would be different. that sky would still look the same. star less and dead. i have this vison of what my life will be like.. and it is beautiful. i am here ( Read more... )

LIFE ITS CRAZY HOW SOMETHINGS NEVER WORK OUT ( Read more... )

i stole your picture bacause i can!!!

so last night we said goodbye and i cryed.. infact i cryed all night.. i donno if it was cause i got drunk with lisa.. or what.. but i cryed... i know that you need to go and that ok.. i can deal with that.. i just don't want to. i am goin to come and see you all the time lisa already promised me that we would be up there alot this summer.. wow ( Read more... )