one minute people are tellin me that theyr my friends and the next theyr talkin crap about me behind my back u know if its ment to be i dont see y ur fuckin gettin jealous im sick of the way the world seems to revolve around everyone and i have to help them out at all times and i refuse to be the reason things dont work out between u too but above ( Read more... )

i figured it out i need a hero someone who catches me when i fall or who is jus there for me when i relaly jus need somoene to talk to i mean i nkow my friends all say that they are there for me but for some odd reason i jus dont feel like i can depend on neone and it really sucks i mean i want to say somethin but i cant because everyone elses ( Read more... )

some times i wonder y cant thigns jus go back to they simple way they used to be now when one friend confides something in me simple words do not make thigns better its like everything jus gets so much more complicated and im beginnin to think that my parents think i wanna have sex cause theyve been giving me all these speeches on how havin sex is ( Read more... )

hmm im bored i jus got back from being out and now im in makes me wonder was i ever inbetween o well i guess im so bored i cant think of an intelligent question ot ask so i guess ill leave k bye byes

today was wierd i think a cetain person knows how i feel about him but instead of being worried abotu it all i jus feel like its useless to care abotu it so y bother instead im jus relaxing but i dunno if its cuase secretly i want him to know or maybe im jus too lazy ot care who knows cause i sure as hell dont o well maybe ill jus be happier if i ( Read more... )

u know i feel like im caught in a big sea of confused emotions and its like im jus spiralin down a whirl pool and hteres nothin i can do to fix things because for once its not somethin i can jus place a bandaid over and forget about now it may be somethin serious and it pisses me off that theres nothin i can do to fix things how can a 49yr old ( Read more... )

why is it that the world seems to fall apart when u need it to stay together the most???

u know i was thinkin yesturday about how easy things used to be when i was little everything was in black and white and now its almost as if things have gained color and every situation has more then one right and wrong answer but now insead of black being bad and white being good were faced with adding green, blue, red, yellow, orange, purple and ( Read more... )

well im in multi media bored as usual and well i have nothin to do but im feelin rather chipper hehe chipper thas a rather funny word makes me think of birds wow i think thas the first time ive ever completly said wuts goin on in my lil brain hmm i must say its quite fun but i was given a balloon so i feel special even though i may not be but thas ( Read more... )

i feel really down today i guess notings really goin my way and the whole day is almost over i know i failed a history test and our rounds teacher wont let people out without a pass nemore and well physics was cool but then during lunch people kinda started fighting but not really but i guess it was more of a some ones lying and the other person ( Read more... )