growth then decay then AN HOUR OF WEEKLY AGONY

[dudski]

Hi guys what's up how are you I had a SURPRISE REVELATION like ten minutes ago that the reason I never feel like I have anything to update about is that I TWEET EXCESSIVELY AND GET IT ALL OUT OF MY SYSTEM THAT WAY, so I don't have that same I HAVE TO TELL THIS STORY, /UPDATE.BML TIME!!!!!!!!!!! drive like I used to. TODAY I HELPED MY SISTER MOVE

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[dudski]

I'M SO SORRY YOU'RE CAUGHT UP AND HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THIS NOW. IT'S A LOT. IT'S SO MUCH.

Having Jesse Plemmons as Todd is FOREVER throwing me for a loop because I'm like AWWW, LANDRY, YOU'RE TRYING SO HARD, I'M SORRY YOU BURNED THE METH and then I have to slap myself in the face until I remember what happened to Drew Sharp and how IN GENERAL he is just SUPER DISTURBINGLY OKAY WITH MURDER.

EVERYTHING HURTS AND I'M DYING!!!!!!!!

[ladymercury_10]

I fully just DID NOT GO to the first session of either of my in-person classes, not in an avoidant or lazy way but in a "OH, FUCK, THAT WAS YESTERDAY? kind of way
It is so hard to get back into the school mindset. I am only taking one class this semester and it is so hard to make myself do the homework.

I ended up seeing Pacific Rim in theaters a total of eight times. #CHAMPION
Wow, that's impressive! I barely managed to see it at all, I think I literally went on the last day it was showing where I live. :P

[dudski]

That's the thing, though, I was BEYOND READY to go back! I'm taking three classes this semester - public speaking, some garbage biology/anatomy class to fulfill my last lab requirement, and an online business law course - and when classes started Tuesday I was REALLY prompt about signing in to check out the law course and see what I needed to do. I just also happened to have convinced myself that my public speaking class met on Thursday nights, when, in fact, it meets on Tuesdays, something that I didn't fully realize until Wednesday. But that was fine! I just dropped the Tuesday section and registered for a Thursday section, which I went to, so that's all set. And then ALL WEEK I was kind of bemoaning that I'd have to get up on Saturday morning to go spend FIVE HOURS in lab, and I was complaining about it a little bit on Friday at work, and then I just...ceased to think about it, and I went to a concert Friday night and didn't think about it, and I got home and didn't think about it, and I happened to wake up at 7:30 for no reason

[ladymercury_10]

Ahhh that's the worst when dutifully remember something all week and RIGHT WHEN it would be useful to remember your brain leaves you in the dust. :P

[hauntes]

I THINK JESSE WILL GET OUT OF THIS. IDK HOW BUT HE WILL. THE FACT THEY DIDN'T SHOW HIM AFTER THE SHOOTING STARTED MEANS SOMETHING. Gomez and Hank are dead 100%. ONE WEEK DUDE. IT'S TOO LONG.

[dudski]

IF ANYONE NEEDS ME AT ALL THIS WEEK, I'LL JUST BE OVER HERE, CURLED UP IN A BALL AND SCREAMING.

[coldbam]

MAYBE JESSE'S LIFELESS BODY IS GOING TO BE THE FIRST SHOT OF THE NEXT EPISODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ITS TERRIBLE THAT THIS COULD BE A THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE I DONT THINK IT WILL BC I WAS BRACING FOR CLIMATIC END SCENE DEATH BUT AT THE SAME TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BECAUSE HE IS ON AN UPSWING AND I AM IN THE LOWEST, DARKEST PLACE I HAVE EVER BEEN

I WANT TO SET MYSELF ON FIRE. I WAS ACTUALLY FEELING PHYSICALLY ILL THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE DESERT TAKEDOWN??? JUST WAITING FOR EVERYTHING TO GO TERRIBLE AND THEN SEEING JESSES HOPEFUL FUCKING FACE AND THE SILENT SHOTS OF EVERYONE AND IT WAS TOO MUCHHHHHHH

LIKE THERE WAS A TIME IN THE EPSIODE WHEN WALT WAS A MONSTER AND USED BROCK AGAIN
THERE WAS A TIME WHEN WALT JR MET SAUL
FUN BRAIN SPLATTING TIMES W HANK GOMEZ AND JESSE

BUT I CANT EVEN PROCESS ANYTHING EVER BUT THOSE LAST 10-15 MINS

[dudski]

Hahahaha my mom said to me this morning that she was talking to my brother about the episode this morning and it occurred to her that she didn't actually like it, and I was like OKAY WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU, and she was like IDK, I just didn't like anything that happened in it, and I was like IT'S BREAKING BAD!!!!!! YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO LIKE ANYTHING THAT HAPPENS!!!!!!!!!! IT'S JUST SUPPOSED TO HURT YOU ALL THE TIME AND NEVER MAKE UP FOR IT WITH ANYTHING BUT MORE PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[welurklate]

BYE HANK AND GOMEZ is my prediction I guess.....who knows fuck everything. I'M JUST SO.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK I LOVE AND HATE THIS SHOW.

I am so glad we get a week between episodes, holy shit, even with that cliffhanger I need to fucking breathe. Those entire last like 10 minutes where I was supposed to be celebrating because THIS IS WHAT DREEEEEAMS ARE MADE OF was the worst thing to ever happen to me. I watch with my Mother who literally had to walk out of the room, then came back in the room, put a pillow up to her head and told me to tell her what was happening because she couldn't watch while I was like SILENT AND IN HORROR WATCHING. MY FUCKING GOD.

[dudski]

I feel like Hank needs to live because SOMEONE still needs to bring Walt down and it's not going to be as impactful if it's some random? Of course, at this point it's entirely possible that EVERYONE is dead and when Hank and Gomez aren't seen that alerts the DEA that something's up and they talk to Marie and Hank and Gomez left enough documentation for them to piece everything together and then the press gets wind of the investigation and that's how we end up with Walt on the run and Heisenberg on the wall in the flashforwards? SO MAYBE EVERYONE IS DEAD. WHO THE FUCK KNOWS. I DON'T. EVERYTHING SUCKS.