Its been a long time since I last updated. A month. wow. well classes are going okay. my anatomy class is insane. Its just soo many words to memorize. My brain is on overload. I dont have a job at the moment because I can't find time because I have to go to physical therapy for my knee. its fucked up again, and probably going to need surgery. what ( Read more... )

Isn't it strange of how quickly some people can change their minds just like that? Its like a moment ago you were something to them, and a split second later its like you don't even exist.

I have a lot on my mind. Unfortunatley, I can't change the past or peoples minds. Wouldn't that be sweet though?

So I did it. I am officially moved into my apartment in Kzoo. Its a relief. But also I miss a lot of ppl. I know I needed to do this.It was hard saying good bye to my mom. She broke down crying.Her and i are like best friends. and since i am the baby of the family it kills her that im not going to be at home. but she says she knows i needed to do ( Read more... )

im begining to hate my family.. can't wait to move. a week and 3 days. by the way i had the shittest birthday ever. but i did get some flowers that made up for everything. It just goes to show you how fucking hoe people can be. so go fuck yourself

Well summer is almost to an end. I can't believe 3 weeks from today I am leaving for college ( Read more... )

I just got home from up north yesterday and i already want to get away ( Read more... )

Ive came to realise that I am real baby when I don't get my way or things don't go that way I like it. I get really bitchy, I pout, or just don't talk. I will make people feel like biggest pieces of shit or I will never let it go ( Read more... )

Everyone is complaining of this hott weather but I love it! I hate the snow or cold weather. Today my dads friend was over and they got a new car. Its a new thunderbird convertible. Im like ohh i would love to take that for a spin then rick is like go have fun. I am such alittle kid when it comes to that stuff. I call up the twins and mel drove ( Read more... )

I am sooo disappointed in the game last night. Mel, Christina and I went to palace vision. It was out of control there. I got assulted but some old fat white trash missing teeth scum of the earth chick. People are fucking crazy. I was saving seats and this lady said first come first serve. Im sorry I got there early to have a seat unlike people who ( Read more... )

I have came to a realization that 98 percent of my lifejournals start with the word so. Isn't that kind of weird. Like I don't know how to start off talking. anyways its 8 30 and I promised myself that on my day off that I w ould try to sleep in till 11. But since I very anal when it comes to my house and after have a night full of drinking and ( Read more... )