nah, i don't think so. wish i had internet at home but my electricity will be back in another day or so. it's actually good for me to gain a little humility. i was just kind of floating there for a while not really worrying about my usage of money and other energies that i have at my disposal. I need to just take this is as positively as i can and use it to teach myself a good lesson.
Thank you, Tara!! i wish i could just give you a big fat hug but ... one of these days i probably will. for now i just need to think about a possible second source of income or decide it's time to move on. this town isn't really offering me a whole lot right now besides comfort/security - the bad kinds that just sort of trap you and make you want to stick to what's already familiar rather than take risks and open yourself up to new experiences. We'll talk soon I hope. If i don't end up w/ electricity again I will call you so we can talk. i love talking to you.
not having electricity can be sort of cleansing so I have learned. I didn't pay my gas bill once and was without gas for a month. but the electricity thing, I've been there too...don't worry. Money is just pieces of paper. this could be a test of how self sufficient you are!
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Thank you, Tara!! i wish i could just give you a big fat hug but ... one of these days i probably will. for now i just need to think about a possible second source of income or decide it's time to move on. this town isn't really offering me a whole lot right now besides comfort/security - the bad kinds that just sort of trap you and make you want to stick to what's already familiar rather than take risks and open yourself up to new experiences. We'll talk soon I hope. If i don't end up w/ electricity again I will call you so we can talk. i love talking to you.
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