I hold the flower there ( Read more... )

Its a bright, beautiful, sunshiney day! Wish I had someone to spend it with... I could really use some quiet cloud-watching time out at the lake right about now ( Read more... )

My computer finally succumbed to terminal cancer - the doctors warned me it wouldn't last long. It is now in the Intensive Care Unit at Norman Regional hospital and we are trying to see if we can salvage some of the internal organs to donate to a needy patient ( Read more... )

This is probably the most arrogant of all holidays ( Read more... )

On my first day of school I went over to hang out with a girl at her house - she is really cool, down to earth, and into a lot of the same stuff i'm into (spiritually) and we had great conversations and it was nice, quiet, and... i thought there were some signals being sent.. and i ended up bein really nervous and awkward because of getting kind of ( Read more... )

Today is New Year's Day. I've seen a lot of interesting shit in the last year and I've caused myself a bit of pain and suffering as well. Next year I hope I won't get into anything that upsets me... I managed to get out of the Mont in the last year and that was definitely an improvement. Maybe this year I'll stop eating meat or go out more or ( Read more... )

I am driven to drink and sing songs like "Long Black Veil" into the cold dark emptiness of my apartment. I need to rid my Self of my self. For those of you who don't get that language what I'm essentially saying is I need to rid the universe of my selfish inflictions upon it... because nobody can ever be happy unless they rid themselves of their ( Read more... )

I wish I were somewhere else. Either mentally, or physically - it doesn't matter, I just don't want to be where I am. I am sick of falling back into this trap of my own desires and feelings of alienation. Something has got to be done about this.....soon. I am making myself insane.

"Strange things are afoot at the Circle K..."

It's lightly raining and somehow the rising sun has come through and made the entire overcast sky over Norman completely pink. The birds are flying around and singing merrily and the morning air is crisp and sweet.

Too bad I'm not in love... or on acid. :) hahaha but how thankful I am for this beautiful experience!!!