R | In This World Here, He Fears

[dugindeep]

Title: In This World Here, He Fears
Words: 4,200
Rating/Warnings: R for flashes/memories of violence and death
Notes: Timestamp for In a Farway Land, You'll Find Yourself (2010 Big Bang) to standing_fic's prompt for Jensen seeing too much in now!Jared that reminds him of Cassidonia!Jared, and cue much freaking. Or something like that, lol

Comments

[meesasometimes]

Perfect timestamp!

THAT really needed to be written...:)I'm glad Jared believes.

[dugindeep]

Thank you bb! &hearts

[elless18]

Oh, poor Jensen. My heart just broke for him, but you made it better in the end.

[dugindeep]

Yes, better for all! Thank you for reading bb!

[big_heart_june]

omg.

omggggggggggggggggg.

I'm so fucking tired after travelling home by train the last coupla hrs (it's past 1 am here) so at first I thought I wasn't seeing straight.....eeeeeeeeeeee! what a PERFECT ending to a perfect family holiday weekend!! I can't believe I'm going to revisit this verse!! AND OMFG IT'S FOR THE BEAUTIFUL MICHELLE! ♥
Gonna read now and give you the comment this deserves tomorrow. ILU BB, lovely!

[dugindeep]

Hahahah go sleep baby! It'll be here in the morn!

[big_heart_june]

your lovely writing and the pain and all those intense memories here made me cry, my heart is kinda breaking for Jensen....and Jared just being there and his sweetness and wanting to believe and listening....it's all sorts of beautiful and heartbreaking and so wonderful and I love it. *sigh* And I just love how you manage to make me feel all of this. DON'T EVER STOP WRITING, BB!! Christ, fanfic and these boys are ruining my life. :P

♥

[dugindeep]

OMG What're you doing to me! Your words are so sweet and make me all :-DDDD I'm glad you loved this and felt everything from both of the boys here.

&hearts

[grace_fully]

OMG I LOVE THAT THE END CALLS BACK TO THE END OF THE ORIGINAL STORY AHHH

dude i don't know what it is about this verse but i LOVE IT, i love it, i love it. i think i got some residual bitchfaces from your last two stories LOL but it totally fits, jared being doubtful, and borderline "alright with the fairytale already you crazy person" -- which in the end pushed jensen to make that final desperate step towards honesty.

NO WORD OF A LIE I WANT FOR JARED TO GET BUMRUSHED WITH MEMORIES AND REMEMBER HIS PAST LIFE. do you hate me for that. OMG I SO DESPERATELY WANT THAT JARED TO BE ABLE TO BE THIS JARED. not that i do not love this jared but omg that jared! we've been through so much! I HEARD YOU WANTED TO WRITE ME CHRISTMAS FIC TO GO WITH MY BIRTHDAY FIC.

>.>

<.<

[i love you]

[dugindeep]

THAT WAS THE POINT. I'M GLAD YOU GOT IT. :-P

Dude I dunno, writing this was SO HARD. Like, having to create this new Jared and showing Jensen with him, after we know and love him being with the other one and IDK! But I wanted to do you right, so I'm glad you loved this!

HAHAHHA doing that other timestamp would be like the entire sixth season of LOST WHICH I HATED. IDK DUDE. I'm writing a copfic timestamp RIGHT NOW Then I have to do boxing, foodie, and ghost hunters at some point!

WHY'RE YOU SO FUCKING NEEDY MICHELLE?!

[i love you too]

[dugindeep]

Thank you so much sweethearts! <333