i dont know anything, anymore.

good..bad..wierd. teh good is jorge. the bad is milli. the wierd is the situation i have been put into. damn. i attract these triangles i guess. whatever lol. stupid drama. but this has gone way overboard. oo man lmao

I opened my door. found a nice surprise.
i have to admit, im still smiling.

So, i quit smoking marijuana. Yup that's right. It's very dangerouse and unhealthy for the body. here are the facts and aside from that, i have written comments..

FACT- One of the most active parts of this plant is referred to as THC or Tetrahydrocannibinol and its effects depend on the strength of the marijuana used. For example, back in the 1950s ( Read more... )

Oh man! Green days new video fucking rocks. Holiday is my favorite song and i knew it would be their next single. i have an ear for these things. too bad i couldnt go to their concert on the 22nd. dammit. i heard about it a tad too late. so yea lol ooooo i got my dsl again. muahahahhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaahahahaha ( Read more... )

hey well i guess i have things pretty much figured out by now. Hopefully the outcome of this all will be good and i can get adjusted to it all. took some time for me to see things. but yea im always in denial when i know that the truth isn't what i want to see or hear. so i ignore it. but its alright now i guess im ready to take that blind fold i ( Read more... )

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person staring back at me
I'm a hazard to myself.

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well my mom is back in the hospital. This mornign around three my dad walked in my room and told me that he needs to take her to the hospital. i didnt know why and then i asked if i could come and he said no to stay home sleeping. so whatever i knocked out again. i kinda thought it was a dream. i woke up this morning to find no one home. so i ( Read more... )