I remember when I used to quote that One Republic song to a certain ex boyfriend. Everytime I hear this song, which I still love (especially for it's never endingly aesthetically pleasing video) I can't help but think "how pathetic?"
I never want to feel that pathetically in love again. I never want to think that my life would be nothing without my ( Read more... )

To be honest I think my earliest memory isn't such a fond one. I was in the front yard Of my home in Norwood. I was 3 maybe... Saw my parents fighting while I played with the grass. My mom hopped in our old blue crossover and start driving; towards me. I remember being hoisted up and held on the front steps as my mother drove over where I had been ( Read more... )

If you know me you understand I have high aspirations to travel; Europe in general is a big must-do. I can't stand people who live their life in one place never experiencing other cultures. I want to go cliff diving in Greece, see the Eiffel tower, visit family in Germany....
As to where to move? I'd like to eventually have a home somewhere warmer. ( Read more... )

" 4-21-08

Ironically I had an epiphany over the word love. We put such a big emphasis on an ordinary emotion. In Spanish we use 'ser' and 'estar' to describe something depending on whether it is constant or temporary. Emotions, like love for example, are always used with 'estar' because they are temporary. It is also possible, probable, and likely ( Read more... )

Okay let's do this for yesterday...

•wake up
• put on my pre-picked out work clothes
•make up
•train to work
•work orientation
•fight with Rachel
•take a very late bus to Boston
•hug and kiss my boyfriend for a few hours (eat a burrito and take a train somewhere in there)
•watch easy a
•try to watch Harry potter (distracted by staring at my perfect hunk of ( Read more... )

1: 1000 times a day by the early November
2: okay I believe you butmy Tommy gun don't by brand new
3: jaws theme swimming by brand new
4: pretend relive the close By emarosa
5: break but I'd rather have a breakthrough by the rocket summer
6: the boy who blocked his own shot by brand new
7: 4th dimensional transition by mgmt
8: fast forward to 2012 by a ( Read more... )

I had my first kiss in the October before my 15th birthday. I thought it was the epitome of everything a first kiss dislike in the movies; we were alone in the dimly lit auditorium after school hours. Walking, he took my hand and pulled me into him, then kissed me. I felt the whole room spin, butterflies in my stomach and all.

My first love was ( Read more... )

So hard to be okay. For you.

I want a genuine hug so bad right now. I want to fall asleep in your arms and not burst into tears for a solid 12 hours.

I'm insecure and helpless and scared and I know my negative feelings bother you so I don't even know what to say sometimes.

I feel so fucked up these days, it's not fucking fair.

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I hope and pray that my future gets better. I hope to make a modest, comfortable living off of doing something I love. I hope to be in a happy comfortable meaningful relationship. I hope for lifelong quality friends and great four legged furry pals.

I hope to never have to wonder what ever happened to my closest friends. I hope to never feel like a ( Read more... )

I think I've had many moments...the ones where, like I said, I feel blessed. Most recently? When I attended the Alice & Olivia fashion show presentation. Here I was, personally invited to an upscale fashion party mingling with other top bloggers and celebrities like Denise Richards, Nicky Hilton, Elizabeth Moss from MadMen and so many more.
I felt ( Read more... )