i dont really write on here anymore. i find myself only writing on here when i feel the need to clear my head. but i guess its good to have some where to clear my head. im finally in the last semester of high school. and i am soo excited. i cant wait till i am finally free. but its scary; yet im so full of emotions of excitement that i am now ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

hey guys && gals. its been forever since i last updated this thing. and alot has actually changed. i have found myself happier, healthier, skinner, and just all around better.. but still something is missing. and i no exactly what it is. but its hard to say. yes, i have all these incredible friends surrounding me along with my family. but something ( Read more... )

yehh that bout sums it upp. im supposed to be looking up information on the hurricane Opal that hit the florida pan handle in 1995. but like normal i dont want to. my arm is killing me. thats like the main thng in my life rite now. its crazy. i cant even begin to describe how i feel right now. :\ i feel as though i am not worth anything. i get hitt ( Read more... )

somedays i actually hate life. i cant stand liars, cheaters, stealers, backstabbers, and enemies. yehh that about sums it upp. but most of all i hate LOVE! they say u no ur in love wen u cant get over someone, and wen ur with another u just want them. well i hate it. it makes me sick :\. errr. me & my boyfriend broke upp for the 3rd time. i give ( Read more... )

hmmm tonite was kinda interesting. i at first went outt w/ some friend. got a lil' tipsy. but then came home. only 2 go singing with the family. :]. and yehh idk, i still feel kinda light headed. to many shots. lol. but yeh. friends & family = life♥. yah thats how it shud be. im supposed 2 go 2 the woods with the d-a-d-d-y♥ tomorrow. not sure if im ( Read more... )

wtf. thats all i have too sayy, yepp. literally.<333

so yehh. hmm. idk. i love him. but errr. ppl are gay
and my sister hates me becuz i talk 2 her enemy just
to be fuken nice. yehh. thats always great rite. err.
watever. im off too bedd. ooxox nites.

♥ mary.rayy.

dude. tonite with my daughter.lovie.other half.thing1 ((ERIN)). was incredible. we were retarded like all nite. and u no wat. i loved it. shes an incredible friend. i love her. <33 oxoxo ( Read more... )

DUDE. im like exstatic rite now!! :].
I PASSED MY PERMIT EXAM FINALLY♥
so um yeh. thats jus bout it.! yepp. ohh yehh
the new screen name. ADD IT BITCHES & HOES

L words are cool.

dont ask its an inside joke w. a girl in 4th period

♥ MARY.HELEN

((-matty.rayy-))

yeh today was kinda/sorta/mayb gayy. there was no school. and i spent most of the dayy cleaning my room :\. ohh well. and then later on my dear friend. who i love and adore. came over. ERIN!!!! yepp. we talked. laughed. then i left 2 go get the sister ( Read more... )