well life is going good.. dance is fine! dont have practice till monday! =0]! lol. i go 2 finally make my final decision on my dress for my sweet 16 on friday! im kinda nervous! but ohh well. someone left a comment anomyously the other day... and u no wat... who ever it was fuck you! i relle dont give a shit wat you thnk. and the sad thng is ur 2 ( Read more... )

hey peoples... 10 days till i hit the big 1 6. lol. =0]. let see im @ nickey & pams again. i feel like the only loser who updates anymore.. but hey its all good. i dont like the guy i have liked that also liked/likes (?) me. i give up. too great of friends! lol. but yea anyways... i met a boy/guy/man. lol. he was sooo hot. it was like "OMG". he had ( Read more... )

hey ladies & gents. life right now is going good... i start dance practice on monday from either 6pm-9pm or 5pm-10pm. not sure which way yet! lol.. gotta find outt. only 12 days till my sweet 16. im not as excited as i used 2 be but hey thats life. my one friend who i relle wanted 2 b there becuz yea i made a deal with him might not be able 2 come ( Read more... )

here i am again... i find myself thinking. and i dont no wat 2 do. last night i cried becuz i had no other way 2 release my anger/fustration/saddness/regret/&lonesome! crazy as it may be i felt good after i cried for 2 hours. stupid thing is... i wasnt completely crying becuz of *him* but i was crying becuz of the memories i have with him. if that ( Read more... )

well life has become interesting... i dont really no wat too thnk of it but its there. my birthday is in like a little more then 2 weeks.. but i dont thnk i am soo excited anymore. its kinda hard too explain. since summer began all i have been doing is reevaluating my life and evry little detail of it plays through my mind. its like im watching my ( Read more... )

well life here has been pretty peachy! last night was the drama banquet.. and i did go and i wore a toga! =0) lol. and i got tons of compliments on it too... which made me smile. well now i am home & i didnt go 2 school becuz ya im a loser like that and i didnt feel like going. and last night was like a big slap in the face... as i was watching all ( Read more... )

hmm i havent updated this in forever. and life at the moment is at a complete stand still. but its all good. i got a job about a week ago... dont no if i like it.. but hey its all good. and i jus got home from getting my grandma in milton fl. not sure if its a good thing or not... guess ill jus have 2 wait & see. school only has this week and 4 ( Read more... )

hey peoples... wats going on? long time since i last updated soo here i am ( Read more... )

hmmm life here is jus peachY! im relle happy && yea i hope it stays this way! only 1 more day left of school! im soo excited! im gonna have a fricking blast! my sister Jennifer gets married on SUNDAY! and im relle happy for her... plus i get to wear a dress <333 lol. i love my dress! =0) im relle bored! it sucks major monkey balls.. and im getting ( Read more... )

hmm im happy... im taking my permit test tomorrow... watch me fail! lol...

ummm if u love me u'll keep JUNE 17th OPEN! for my sweet 16 PARTY!! =0) woop woop... marbear is finally hitting the big SWEET 16 in 2 months! lol...

<333 marybeary