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It's getting to be so close. One week. I can hardly believe. I've taken off work, and it's a good thing too. I don't think I could concentrate on anything at the moment. I'm so wound up tightly about this whole thing. I keep having to take sleeping potions so I'll even get some rest! It wouldn't do for me to show up at my own wedding with large bags under my eyes. I would look terrible.
Oh, Frank. I'm so scared. What if he ends up hating me? I couldn't bear it. Maybe we should have lived together before this? No. No, no, no, no.
I am determined not to freak out.
If only Frank weren't always so busy with work. If only I weren't always so busy. It will be better, when we live together. I know it will.
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Frank, Mum was asking about last minute flower arrangements. And I didn't know what to tell her, so I'm to ask you. And that I'm also to say if you don't come over at this moment, she's going to revoke your privilege to marrying me. I made a face at her, but I think she's more stressed out than I am..
Weddings.
It's almost here. And I can hardly believe it.
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Alice