arrrrrgggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*curls up into bed and sleeps*
BEWARE RANTING AHEAD, I DON'T MEAN ANYTHING PERSONALLY SO IF YOU TAKE ANYTHING PERSONALLY AND LEAVE A MESSAGE I WILL FUSS YOU OUT.
(family arguements, my sister can't understand that my parents can make rules she doesn't like and my parents don't understand how to not get angry about random crap. its starting to piss me off)
dunno, I really just want to get away from my family (except my mom) right now. I haven't been able to get a hold on emily for two days. so I don't know what I'm doing about giving her christmas present and I'm leaving for new york friday.
feel kinda alone because I don't see my old friends much (brittany, kat, jeff etc). My roommate seems to enjoy doing annoying crap just to get a rise out of me. It seems like the only time I can contact emily (without leaving a phone message and waiting a few hours) is when I'm just going to say hi..........rarrrggggggggggggggg
won't see my cousin for but a few days this year. ugggggg. The whole *might have all A's* vibe is definitely gone and now I'm just feeling bitter in general. about everything. uggggggggg.
I need to go somewhere quiet/hug emily/hug in general
jacob signing out
bleh