and where the hell is my cat?

[dull_glitter]

should change this middle name to worry,
momlike, in this sad second
cant stand with shaking knees or
sleep with dreams of you in allwhitewalls
bloody knuckles and
hospital food seem wrong for birthdays.

i wish i could do more.

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[the_dreamer1311]

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but babie...

[vert]

you already do so much.

hang in there sis. i've begun doubting a lot of my thoughts and feelings and even the words out of my mouth. but what i sent you today, that felt like possibly the truest thing i've said in a very long time, with no reservations.

love.

[_burn_in_hell_]

have you by chance forgotten to send my wallet?

cause, yeah, its been quite a while and its not here, and im kinda getting aggravated at the fact that i cant even buy smokes without my ID :(

if youre broke and cant even pay the postage , lemme know, cause i kinda REALLY need my social security card and ID and such if i wanna get a license down here. theres one particular number in there that i CANNOT lose because its the only way i know of to get ahold of beth, and if i lose track of her i wouldnt be happy about it at all. so, if you could i would really appreciate it if you looked through it and found that number, cause ive been meaning to get ahold of her.

i didnt forget.

[dull_glitter]

and i was broke, but i found six bucks on the ground walking home from the bus today, and since i think i'm gonna skip at least my first class tomorrow, i'll put it in the mail for you. no worries bro. i'll find that number and myspace it to you in the meantime.