i am in desperate need of a ride back to bloomington. again. haha. seriously though i have a bunch of gas money and i'll feed you and you can crash on my super comfy couch and hang out with waffles and and..i dunno. PLEASE? i have finals next week.

on the bright side:
i didn't smoke at all yesterday, despite a huge amount of stress with finals/drama.

and...thats about it i guess.

i really miss my cat. really. really-really.
i feel it like a pressure in my chest.
bless his little heart.


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the rain makes me really excited to lay in my living room and study all afternoon. after i get waffles from dj's, i might take a fat nap. i'm probably gonna clean my house some first though. and do the last of my makeup work for wednesday. i just took a test over all that stuff, and i'm not sure that i did so hot...but some points are better than ( Read more... )

so i'm a huge disappointment to my mother, apparently. she keeps trying to hold me in a small box labeled "victim" and i'm not havin it, especially when theres so much to do. hurting you would make her feel better, and she had no problem telling me so. so stay away from my moz's for awhile i guess. she keeps saying i'm going to get murdered someday ( Read more... )

i feel like a new girl woman.

i'm dropping the charges,
picking up the pieces,
taking the ball and running.

i've [never] felt so fresh.

tonight, i'm breaking down all the walls,
after dancing till i drop.

this weekend was supposed to be a time for me to sit and think. i cant sit still anymore. its hard to think about anything but what i don't want to. i look behind me way too often when i walk around, and anything past a certain distance i won't leave unless there are four wheels involved. heaven help me if i leave my cellphone ring on while i'm ( Read more... )

so i'm not going to class, again. i'm falling way behind in algebra but my mind is just not there anymore. my mind is on getting out of bloomington as soon as school is out. and my late movies at the library. there are [1,2..]11 of them. thats gonna be a hefty fine. weak.

PS - i miss my waffles.