grandads ashes were scattered over the west sands in st andrews today

i fucking miss him so much.

eyyyeeeeee love morrrrrrriiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

blahaaa! :)
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and as it turns out

you're the only one who can make me smile.

i feel like shit when i'm not with you.

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I RLY WANT A HOUSE IN THE COUNTRY
WITH A BROWN TREE :)
AND FOR IT TO RAIN REALLY HEAVILY
AND JUST BE REALLY FREEZING
IN THIS COUNTRY HOUSE
WITH SOMEBIDY ELSE
SOMEONE I CAN STAND
AND DON'T HAVE LOW OPINIONS OF
AND NOT MAKE INNUENDOS ABOUT PATHETIC THINGS
I WANT TO HAVE GEORGES DELERUE MUSIC ON FULL BLAST WHEN I'M THERE
LE JOUR DU DOLFIN
I WANT THAT FOLLOWED BY ( Read more... )

my night.
of thinking.

deciding whether to go and see andrew. to see if he's okay and stuff...
i mean, don't get me wrong. lovely guy.
but i thought....and what's the fucking point? he's a fucking dick. if he wants to see me he can come see me him fucking self.
he's so caught up in drugs he probably won't remember who i am...
do i really want to ruin the ( Read more... )

1 day till i see morri.
i really do love that boy....a lot.

got new pills!
listening to ffaf :)
haven't listened to them in agess.....they're so amazing :):):):)

:):):):):):)

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why does everything have to be a routine?
i can't be bothered doing the same thing each week, same places. 
won't see morri till thursday :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
then he's going to engerland! and when he comes back i have to work during glasgow fucking fortnight!then i'm off to the wasteland called orkney. great fun.away for 7 days. but concerts in ( Read more... )

i love my boyfriend.

perfect.

blerfect. :)

i tried to kill myself today.

and i don't know why.

i want grandad back :(:(:(

instructions:
write ten statements,
intended to different people.
never tell which one is to who

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1.
rawr it's 11.11. ye love it. you're a talented wee drummer with a perfect lady

2.
i miss you! stop workin'.

3.
mister. you are an arrogant wee bitch, but you deserve more praise than you get.

4.
perfectionx2.

5.
i depended so much on you man. you would do ( Read more... )