It must be so fucking hard being so fucking dumb

[dumb_struck]

Grr, Just recieved the dress I ordered for the 'Bays Ball' in the post and tried it on and I look so fucking stupid. What a fat fucking Lardo I am. I ahte it when people tell me that Im not fat cause I blatanlty am infact I think I could quite possibly be clinically obese, no wonder nothing ever fits me, goddamit. I really want to loose weight now

Comments

[r0ckess]

Aw mate.

I know what you feel like with appearance/weight whatever but us, your mates don't take that into consideration when summing you up as a PERSON. The genuine people will look at your personailty.
Only you can determine whether you're happy with your appearance, thats true. But we're all happy with you as you are now. But I know what you mean, you've got to be happy with yourself.

xxx

[killerqueen82]

OK so you'll get loads of your friends saying they know how you feel but mate I can relate to where you're coming from and honestly, it's always the person on the inside that's more important although that sounds terribly cliche! If you are happy with who you are on the inside that's all that matters. Not everyone was born to be exactly the same as each other! How boring would that be? There's tons of ace qualities about you that you wouldn't find in even the most stunning 'looking' person on the planet! I hope you'll be able to enjoy the ball, whatever you decide to do. Hugs! x