I m i s s talking for hours about absolutely nothing

Staying home a.l.o.n.e. on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back on old love- or lack there of
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I’m jaded
I hate it

I’m tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get hereSearching ( Read more... )

Today was surprisingly a good day. I started off morbid and crying all morning b/c I'm pretty sure I'm emotionally unstable or something. Which is weird because if i am this is a totally new development cuz thats not me at all. HOLY SHIT. Just realizing... it's my fucking period! Sorry if anyone doens't wanna hear about this but omg. Every month it ( Read more... )

I wish I could sit here and write about all the happy and fun things I did today-- but i'm just not happy. Behind every smile you may have seen on my face lately there have been a thousand tears waiting for everyone to stop watching so they can escape.

So much shit has happened in the past week. It's all been kinda shitty. Between fights with friends, mistakes people made, my job that is killing me day by day, being nagged about being "too fat", being yelled at for not having my car payment, being yelled at for everything else that I've failed to do, deciding I'm not going to my Senior Prom, and ( Read more... )

Today was.... fun! lol. We went to Walnut Lake again for Man in Nature this morning. Elena and I tried out a cold water immersion and holy shiiiit that water was cold. It was 30 degrees and as soon as we tipped our canoe we were like o god... why did we do this? As soon as I hit the water I felt like i couldn't breathe- commonly known as gasp ( Read more... )

God, I wish I had fucking money. My car payment is due and I have no money except the $5 my mom just gave me for gas to get to work. And my mom just told me they're not gonna give me a graduation party ( Read more... )

Britney Spears is hot, she's my hero. Anam redid my lj again and gave me a sexy Britney background. Love It.

Today is Christian's Birthday. Happy Birthday! Yesterday we went to the mall and he got his cartlidge peirced cuz he wants to be me ( Read more... )

So I was told this morning that I have no discipline
I'm never going to make it in college
I'm a failure
And a disgrace
THANKS MOM!

WHAT HAPPENS ON SPRING BREAK, STAYS ON SPRING BREAK

What have I done?! A few of my close friends have become lj addicts. I love it ( Read more... )