I can't type the journal i wanted to.. its to hard to even think of what i was going to write.. but u know how u do that thing where u think what ur life would be like if u did not do this or did that instead... i wonder from time to time but some how if i change ne thing, the future i dream of now is no longer a reality... its taking away by other ( Read more... )

grrr i am sooo mad right now... i was reading some ones journal and i am come across this "Ugh, if I never see paint again it will be too soon! Unfortunately, me being in the Ratz and being head stage tech (at least for now), I will most definately be seeing A LOT more paint...Fate has a cruel sense of humor!" BULL SHIT! u will never were or be ( Read more... )

i felt like updating.. for no apparent reason other then i probably will forget to all summer long bcuz the damn computer is in the basement and i am not.. but o well... so he is my life long some pourd into a bowl... June 26-27.. cheer camp.. woo hoo come all and watch me die in the air! AHHH th 27 is "family" day... so come watch... i'll be at ( Read more... )

I am sooo sad.. i dunno why.. i am missing my old life sooo much! no one understands... i missing being able to see joshua every day, see my friends at school and most of all i miss the fact i had to miss my friends on the last shining days as Seniors.. now they are off into the world and i never got to say good-bye :'( i don't want to graduate ( Read more... )

yeah, i am bored in 2nd hour... just sitting around smelling the senior breakfest... it smells good.. watching all the ppl i just meet leave... o well... i am thinking about graduating next year... i don't want to be in school for another year... so yeah... i am thingking about it.. but i ain't sure.. i gots to talk to eley about it to make sure i ( Read more... )

I wish Josh never has to leave and i never have to leave him.. its so hard not being able to see him that much... and then when he does come up we barley have ne time to ourselves bcuz of siblings... and its soo hard to say good bye to him the morning when he leaves.. i always cry so much and i think it makes it even hard to leave... and then when ( Read more... )

yup this is i updating about nothing.. so i am out buh bye

i am soo hungry and i have no lunch... oopps... o well... let me tell u about me weekend... starting with thrusday last week... came home from school.. packed and packed some more... friday did not go to school! woot woot.. slept till about 8ish... got up... got everything around.. watched some t.v. ... talked to joshua on the phone... my aunt ( Read more... )

o. First name: Arleen ( Read more... )

HOLA ppl! I am bored in class… I have nothing to do.. so I am going to update for no apparent reason… so lets go over the weekend… Saturday I uhhhh oo yeah cleaned out bill’s truck… and I don’t remember what else I did.. ooohh yeah I talked to josh on the phone a lot… lol Sunday was mother’s day.. woke up.. made breakfast… uhhhh… then opened ( Read more... )