I OFFICIALLY HATE MY LIFE. SURE COULD USE SOMEONE TO TALK TO ABOUT IT.

me and christina broke up yesterday. well, i broke up with her. i didnt want to. but she was WAY to miserable in that relationship with me. the only reason i think that she didnt do it was because she didnt want to risk me not talking to her. i mean, i tried to be a good boyfriend to her. i guess i just wasnt good enough. i cried. i know, im a wuss ( Read more... )

i dont feel good. my head hurts and i feel sick to my stomach. damn bumpy roads. i get my new car tomorrow. im gonna miss the old truck tho. adrienne, i think i saw u on saturday standing outside of hungry howies at like 9:30 ish. was it u? well, im tired and sore, so im gonna go to sleep. i get to see CHRISTINA tomorrow. im so happy.

i got a new car. its nothing special, a 97 cutlass, but its nice and its way cleaner than my truck. it get about 24 miles to the gallon, better than my trucks 14 miles to the gallon. but its my truck, ya know? i love my truck. everyone knows its me when im driving down the road. i mean, i know its for the best and all, me selling my truck, but it ( Read more... )

im in a good mood. its nice. me and x almost broke up yesterday for stupid reasons but everything is cool now and im taking her tomorrow to the park to play some baseball. wish i had money to take her to the batting cages but i dont. well prolly watch old school or something at my house. i really wanna hold her, something i havent been able to do ( Read more... )

i feel like im losing touch with christina. i mean, i know its finals week and all and she has a lot to do and cant hang out and shit and thats all good, i mean, i completely understand. but lately she has been talking about breaking up and shit and about how she is afraid of commitment and how shes bad in relationships and she keeps bringing up ( Read more... )

i bought christina a necklace that looks like mine but its a lot smaller. it was $60.00 but so worth it just to see the smile on her face. i wrapped it in paper and said that it was a letter. i found out i can get a b in math and in history, which would be exciting. i was playing basketball after school with my friends and the ball was going out of ( Read more... )

so anyways, me and joe do our KICK ASS lip sync and we totally rock the house and mrs. fatass gives us a goddam 85%. she said we didnt dress the part. hum, lets see, how would u dress the part of two boys in the park? oh, thats right, the EXACT SAME GODDAM WAY THAT WE DID!!!then crapstina and crapdriene went today and both got better grades than us ( Read more... )

today was pretty good. crapstina didnt take a bunch of pics with me like she said she was gonna, so i didnt kiss her at the end of the day. HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! yesterday me and christina were arguing and i was upset and my ex g/f was talking to me online and asked if i was ok and shit and i dont remember why but she said something about a gold star ( Read more... )

.....and I have come to the conclusion that Christina doesnt care about how I feel what-so-ever. So thats great.