hi im ryan and im a crazy emo boy who loves ponies and the color pink

well this has been a truly great week, besides me like freaking out when the kids who bring the notices come into the class rooms, (i was thinkin i was getting called into the office) all good though cause it didnt happen, me and manuel showed mr patch our song and he liked it, i have been writing lyrics like crazy.... ok some are ok some work, ( Read more... )

even though i was in a bitchy mood earlyer today, now im ok again which is great, all i did in my last entry was talk about the shit thats been goin on ( Read more... )

dude im doinnnnnn goood, and im not high, just chillin to some music

i didnt have school today, so i just kinda hung out around the house chillin doin my thing...
uhhh feels like its saterday but its not and this is pointless so ima go

last night i was awake the whole night, havent slept at all since whenever i woke up for school yesterday... but i was outside at 5 a.m. just chillin lookin at the stars and just started to think, i think i was tripping cause it was crazy ( Read more... )

dude yesterday rocked, what the fuck happend haha, today blew ass... i had fucking detention for rocking video games in math, fuck and i got more commin as well, from the same teacher hahahah but detention was straight, i got let out 15 min early cause the teacher was american and cool, i really wished i changed my seat though, cause i could have ( Read more... )

half day

TOday was kinda cool, i uhh had fun? in school... and i came home early and heres my report card

fuck cant find it... i got a B average HA HA HA i have proven my point..... I can smoke and study, word!

tomm is a half day, which rocks, cause its A day as well, and i hate A day, well manuel might be getting sent to military and i can use that as a ploy to go to boarding school... or some shit when the years done, u know my life is really wierd, i thought it was gettin better, and it still is, but damn, im takin some hits as well, o well though the ( Read more... )

well im not movin to Seattle, just like i thought it was bullshit, and w/e... meghan has false hopes of us moving bak to charlotte... if i were her i wouldnt hold my fuckin breath, im gonna win the lotery before we move back to charlotte "But Ryan, Dad's doing really well, he could get a permotion..." ya right .... meghans also in ther sayin well i ( Read more... )

Yesterday i did absolutely nothing, just chilled and layed on my bed fryin all day... wasnt too fun... i stayed up really late last night i love goin out side at like 2 nd 3 am... its nice ( Read more... )