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first it was hearing that I wasn't your best friend
second it was the insults you spit at me
third it was telling me that no one loves me.. including you
the list goes on and on at why I still keep you around.

And now you walk out on me in the middel of the night..
that's the last straw..
I want you out of my life and never to come back.

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We all know at any given second I can go from one extream to the next.. almost like a light switch. And that is exactly what I went through for the past few days. I dwell to much on things I can not change nor avoide. I'm my own worst person to be around or analyize because then I come to realisation that I'm crazy ( Read more... )

I've decidided to give up. To let go and walk away. I've decidided to end it all so I can be free of all this mess. I cry at night to fall asleeep. I Cry in the morning so I will function. i cry during the day to make it through. I CRY everyday to remind myself that i'M STILL alive. I've tried everything from pain killers. I'VE DOne everything from ( Read more... )

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tranquilizes the everyday persons best friend.
its the rest better so you don't have to remember shit the next morning medican.

I told you I loved you, I showed you that I care ( Read more... )

Its been a while so I have alot to write about but before I get into my venting I must point out something. I haven't cried so much over a show since the death of Buffy. The L word this past sunday where Dana dies fucking ripped my heart out. I cried more when Alice broke down on the floor and was balling. Like seriously that wasn't right. I felt ( Read more... )

They say those who know you the best also know how to hurt you the worst ( Read more... )