everyone gets bored of me

[dump_ling]

why should this have been different? the ones before were the same. they ran off in 2 weeks. why was i expecting this one to be special? why did i think that if i changed myself things would be better

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[lil_emo_snank]

yes, i am aware we're not friends anymore, but i still care about you, it's insane..i worry about you n i really hope you're okay, there's a 100% chance that you don't want to talk to me, but i'm here, in some sense i miss our old times but you've moved on and so have i..i really do hope things get better for you, don't know how many times i can say that but oh well..happy new years to you too, n i hope you get my package soon.. i had to add a few more things before i sent it.

<3chloe

[dump_ling]

i appreciate it...and i still want to be friends with you...i know that things aren't the same with us at all anymore
but it doesn't have to be like this, i miss what we had sometimes too even though i know that its for the better like this...maybe we can even try to just talk as friends
maybe not as intense as it used to be...but friends may not be the worst idea

[lil_emo_snank]

eh..didn't think it would be so intense, so i miss you blabla..but hey, you're pictures are still up on my bulletin board n i do miss it no matter how hard i try to pretend that i don't..i went on the rollercoaster for the first time about 3 nights ago..was hilarious thinking of you screaming..n thought about disney cause i hung up that dinosaur picture..eh..stuff like that still makes me laugh..talk to ya soon i guess..toodle pippp

[lil_emo_snank]

wait..do i make sense anymore? nuh uh.. yea..i've lost my mind, all the christmas joy has made my head explode.