[00:41] Johnny<3: ok
[00:41] Johnny<3: you are really really beautiful
[00:41] Johnny<3: when i saw your senior pictures today, i was astonished
[00:41] Johnny<3: i didnt belive anyone could capture your living beauty on paper of any kind
[00:42] Johnny<3: when i saw the pictures, i saw the smile i kow and love, and im sure they must have stole part of your soul or something for those pics cause they are alive
[00:43] Johnny<3: you have this energy that comes from you that i can only explain as being alive
[00:43] Johnny<3: fully alive
[00:43] Johnny<3: happy or sad, angry or lonely
[00:43] Johnny<3: you experience the full range of himan emotions, and that is a blessing and a curse
[00:44] Johnny<3: you know both the good and the bad of life better than anyone
[00:44] Johnny<3: the one thing you cannot recognise as wonderful is yourself though
[00:44] Johnny<3: its good and bad, your humble to a fault
[00:45] Johnny<3: and you pour praise on those you are happy with
[00:45] Johnny<3: and derision on those you are upset with
[00:45] Johnny<3: but dont feel bad about it
[00:45] Johnny<3: you are the yin and the yang
[00:45] Johnny<3: you love deeply and you bite hard when your mad
[00:46] Johnny<3: its the most vivid form of life ive ever heard of
[00:46] Johnny<3: and i caouldnt possibly live that way but seeing you fills me with awe
[00:46] Johnny<3: you make me smile being around you
[00:47] Johnny<3: and i dont mind spending money on you
[00:47] Johnny<3: i dont mind at all
[00:47] Johnny<3: it makes me feel strong somehow
[00:47] Johnny<3: maybe its my ego or something, but it dont matter
[00:48] Johnny<3: cause the ones who hurt you, they do it because they are either afrad or jealous of your vividife
[00:48] Johnny<3: they're either afraid of the bite or envious of the praise and they want to knock you down a level
[00:48] Johnny<3: to make themselves seem better
[00:49] Johnny<3: they're more insecure about themselves then you could ever be
[00:49] Johnny<3: cause you are ok with not being in first
[00:49] Johnny<3: you appreciate people and things for their strong points
[00:50] Johnny<3: and you acknowledge and accept their flaws as part of being human
[00:50] Johnny<3: the people who put you downare afraid youll be better at them at something
[00:50] Johnny<3: or show them up somehow
[00:51] Johnny<3: so while your vulnerable, they sucker ounch you before your aware
[00:51] Johnny<3: and it hurts you alot
[00:51] Johnny<3: but you always forgive them for doing it
[00:51] Johnny<3: because ou seet hat fear is not malice
[00:52] Johnny<3: and all you can do is hope and help them realise that they need not be afraid of you\
[00:52] Johnny<3: it is impossible to fear something you understand
[00:52] Johnny<3: and you woman, are complex
[00:52] Johnny<3: and thats why i love you
[00:52] Johnny<3: now i say to you
[00:53] Johnny<3: dont be sad
[00:53] Johnny<3: in the long run
[00:53] Johnny<3: its not that bad
[00:53] Johnny<3: and i love you
[00:53] Johnny<3: and i love to see you smile