So in my dreams last night I remember being in a store, shopping around, and it was like a big box store like Zeller's with a similar layout as Zeller's in my hometown (Fort St. John) and Wal-mart here and I remember shopping for neon things, mostly underwear and socks and I also remember buying/ordering a package of cigarettes and turtle ( Read more... )

..I was just going to comment on how quiet my Zilla cat was being this morning. Usually she whines and whines (meowing in a whiny way) in the morning, but this morning she hadn't--- until just before I was going to type and then BAM! It's almost like she read my mind! lol. Oh well, I suppose she's giving me a taste of what it would be like to have ( Read more... )

I'm not ashamed to admit I spent my Saturday night having the  nicest extra-long nap after I started getting into the highly acclaimed "Dexter" for the first time. Since the links were a wee bit slow I only got into episode #2 and in between I bounced back n' forth between Pinterest and peanut butter toast ( Read more... )

Once upon a time I had a livejournal which I wrote in quite frequently...In fact, writing was something that I did regularly in almost every form and then I started a new phase in my life wherein it didn't seem to come so naturally as it once did. However, still I know deep in my heart my mind and my hands were made for words and phrases, sentence- ( Read more... )

Good-morning to this wonderful life and good-morning to My New Game Plan. I decided, after dragging myself through the toxic smoke again that on this day, my "next payday" that I would use my power for good again and re-gain my health and my spirit and take to quitting smoking and getting healthy as my #1 goal. I see what I did last time, I ( Read more... )

'Tis a rainy halloween morning. I am snuggled up on my leather recliner with my laptop listening to Sleater-Kinney's "Dig me out" album. An oldie but a goody! I just washed most of the dishes save for a couple of "soaker" items, put a load of laundry on and I am also thinking I'm nearly done Helen's letter. I just need to make an envelope/decorate ( Read more... )

It's amazing how fast and hard the fall season has come down upon me. I feel a little back tracked, a lot lower on enery and trying to make it up ( Read more... )

So wow, it's been months since I wrote in my online journal, months since I wrote in a paper journal...
I think it just might be time to pick it up again. This time no apologies to the ether space for "not writing" because it felt right for me to take a break and back off. I've been living more in the moment and dwelling less on the past. This is ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a few varying shades of lame that turned into a full on shitty picture....I relapsed and had 3 cigarettes at work. However, I remember each one making me feel more disappointed in myself and yucky, so the good part of all that is I DO NOT want to smoke today, I'm back on my patch, and I think I have more resolve. I was also reminded ( Read more... )

Although I did bring out my paper journal when I went out for my last two cigs I was thinking I'd actually post on my livejournal this morning instead. I've been working on a letter to a friend so the paper-to-digital contrast keeps it interesting.
It's 6:22 AM, I'm about 95% ready for work but still have about 40-45 minutes at my disposal (and I've ( Read more... )