I'm quite sure it's impossible to be feeling good for an extended period of time. I'm finding the line between keeping myself sane and letting myself go is becoming completely blurred. As if I wouldn't know it would kill me to go see her again, I still went. It amazes me that the one thing that can make you feel like you couldn't be more complete
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Tyler, if you need somebody to "whine" to, feel free.
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So whatever.
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you shall never be the one that will dance a beautiful dance like the girl that lives next door to the cowboy that smokes crack thatonly changes his underwear once every other week because he is so lazy he never fed his cat and his cat died a horribble horrible death annd he just let the cat rott in his room until maggots started eating the cats brain out the day the little boy found his red crayon under his bed because his mom made him clean his room becuse they where moving to a far away place to start a new life.....
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Ohh and what you said to Miranda was such an asshole thing to say! I think Shane and Miranda are perfect, just because you can not have Shane in that way does not give you the right to be that way.
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for instance, i am the one who suggested that you see a doctor about your depression. i seriously think that you should, but i also read various journal entries, and i have to say, you do complain A LOT. people get caught up in your sad emotions because they want to help you feel better, but after a while, they also start having negative emotions (misery loves company), but in the end the feelings of wanting to help you turn into feelings of resentment. the reality of it is... generally, people get tired of hearing it. that kind of negative, passive agressive behaviour makes them want to run from you. i still think you have a serious problem with depression, as well as a serious problem with the need to control people by using your illness as a crutch. GO SEEK PROFESSIONAL HELP.
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