Today I went to the doctor's office. I got back on medication. I decided to give them another chance. I refused to go back on Paxil however and am on some new one they have. I'm not even sure of the name. I'm tired of feeling like shit and for once I'm taking some advice that someone has given me. I'm very gracious for having her in my life. Even ( Read more... )

I really don't know what's going on anymore. I'm tired of this lonliness. It seems like there really isn't anyone that just wants to be there. I mean I go out all the time trying to meet people, it just never happens. I wish it would all change but there is no way it's going to happen so why bother with that. I miss someone looking at me because ( Read more... )

The show Motion City Soundtrack show was ok. I really enjoyed Motion City's set but the rest pretty much sucked. I had to stand in a group of non-smokers, so everyone got pissed when I was smoking. Oh well, big fucking deal. I smoke anyways. Tsunami Bomb pissed me the fuck off. I really can't stand them anymore. It was pretty much just Agent M that ( Read more... )

I have no idea where my cell phone is. Hopefully it's in Walker's car. I hope to fucking god it is ( Read more... )

( I felt cute today damnit, so I took pictures )

So how about the new Bright Eyes albums are amazing? Yah, they are.

I also downloaded An Angle's cd. It is quite super duper too.

What's with all the fucking double-albums coming out?

My mom left for Houston last night. One would think this would mean I get the house to myself for a couple days.......wrong. I have the pleasure of staying the nights with my grandma for the next couple of days. It's a shitload of fun, no seriously it is. *rolls eyes ( Read more... )

Fucking Cattle Decapitation is coming back to Oklahoma City in January and March. I am going to both. Along with Terror in December and hopefully Slayer also if I can afford it.

I swear to god I'm about to fucking kill my fucking cat. He destroys anything and everything in my fucking room. He just knocked my cell phone off my dresser into his water bowl. Now, my phone is refusing to do anything or even turn on. Yup, the cat is going to go soon.

Life is so repetitive. You get your hopes up, they fail you. Say you do get something you want. I guarantee you if you give it time it will fail you too. I love hearing things, things people have said and then just wondering about them. I love wondering about what could have been.

I love no one believing my side.