I thought it was over
we said our goodbyes
but I can't go a day without your face
going through my mind
your voice, your touch, memories of your love
are with me all of the time
let me let go
if this is for the best
why are you still in my heart
are you still in my soul
let me let go
I talked to you the other day
looks like you make your escape
you put us ( Read more... )

today was a good day.  I got to leave at 1:00 and skip my 7th hour class.  I  came back to school to pick up carly and shalini... I wanted to hang out with shalini to cheer her up but I guess she would rather wait at school for an hour... but anyways me and carly went to starbucks then went to my house and hung out.  we got bored so we went to the ( Read more... )

my weekend was pretty fun... my mom had a seminar friday, saturday and sunday so I got to use her car and do whatever I want... I hung out with carly and colleen of course and some other people. I didnt really stay out cuz the weather sucked and there's nothing to do. I hate michigan. I had to take my sister to the dentist today... all the way in ( Read more... )

please... please forgive me
but I won't be home again
maybe someday you'll look up
and, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"
you won't cry for my absence I know...
you forgot me long ago
am I that unimportant?
am I so insignificant?
isn't something missing?
isn't someone missing me?
even though I'm the sacrifice
you won't try for ( Read more... )

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they say I'm only 16

they dont know what it's like to be me,

what it's like to be confused and to feel used,

to be ignored,

to be called a whore,

it's so hard to stay strong,

when they say everything you do is wrong,

the smallest things can make me cry,

it's like a release of all the tears I've held inside,

sometimes I wish I could fast forward ( Read more... )

its been such a long time since ive updated... im gonna start using my livejournal again. I didnt really use it that much in the first place but now im determined to update like twice a month maybe? I donno

I havent updated in a looonnggg time. Im kinda bored right now so im gonna update it. Today I wnet to fountain walk with carly, heather, jerry, and brandon. I had fun I thought it was gonna be boring. First we went to vans and played some arcade games and air hockey.. then we went to buffalo wild wings.. I forgot what we did after that.. oh yeah ( Read more... )

Today I woke up at 9 to pick up my mother fuckin piece of shit schedule. I dont want summer to be over! Well anyways me and Carly went together. We both got crappy lockers upstairs. After that we went to the secretary of state so Carly could get another permit. Her first one went through the washer lol ( Read more... )

I havent updated in a while.. Yesterday I went to warped tour. It was AWESOME! I saw Sugarcult, Taking Back Sunday, Yellowcard, STORY OF THE YEAR and a bunch of other bands perform. Story Of The Year was so sweet. They were the best. I got autographs and pictures with them after they perfromed. People waited in line for hours just to get an ( Read more... )