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im trying to make a difference in people's lives. im trying to not be ordinary, not just any other person in this world. trying to help.
but because ive never had a job, because i still want to live at home, because i dont want my home to be the ghetto, because people have loved me enough to provide for me when i was in need, im a lazy, spoiled, naive, little brat.
im the youngest.
in the oldest.
depending on which family you look at, both are true.
and while one family is supporting me, making things possible so that i can help people, making me feel loved,
the other is pulling me down, saying im spoiled, lazy, and naive.
and like everyone else, i hear more negative then positive.
its getting to the point where something has to change.
ive been given the opinion to live at home while in college, just like my brothers and sister where told they could. but because they all moved out the day after graduation doesnt mean i have to. but because i havent, im lazy and very naive.
but this is not something im willing to sacrifice on. i am here on earth to help people. wheither that be feeding homeless people, picking up trash, teaching a sunday school, going to romania, working with rock for life, or simply smiling...NEWS FLASH: im going to do it!
hi. my name is richard, how may i help you?