I find myself saying "I want to go home" but ooooohh riiight.. I am home

did it even happen?? i cant recall a thaaang

I dressed up as an indian today, with bruised eyes and blood all over. Thankful for what? Raping woman and small pox. I'm thankful that the amount of times I've given you a taste of your own poison, thrown you in your grave, and allllllllll the hell that comes with you ( Read more... )

are fire and fire,
grab the hose, its alllll burning dowwnnn

"i treat you like when I was moving bricks, thats serious.
baby im serious."
late night, playing in the dark
waking up in side my arms

remember???
slamming the door on another's face
never felt so full filling
a well deserved slam you mustn't deny
either youre in or youre out ....
and no wants to stick around n wait for you to
figure.your.shit.out.
no one lost anything so suck it up
I still have all my wits and this is not the time to pull "u card"

heavily medicated.
.......
always chasing that buzz
that rush
that good feeling
just keep on keeping on
cuz it ain't gonna come
not like it did..

so here we are now, oddly we're where we were then.
chasing that buzz and it just ain't commin'
that magic fades and now its just dull...
a dull uncomfortably toooo comfortable state of being...
....

life is soooooo life-like

justin went back to vermont
chelsea went to seattle
wendy is going going
back
back
to San diego.

maybe im on the chopping block next.. eh?

its 555. drop acid.

for the feeding of a fiend
a living is a living n its all you to choose it
you may fiend the greed and in turn greed the fiend
your living becomes their living
their existence is your persistence
a living is a living but your greed made you lose it

rest in paradise homie