being downs not a great thing been with me for the past 5 years

[durangedmind03]

recently ive been trying to figure things out with myself and others around me...trying not to hate anyone ...but sometimes thats hard to do...im trying to get a second job so i make more money and can pay for all of what i need including a car...recently ive been down trying not too but i think of my past and try not to think about that ...but

Comments

[blueqs85]

You're a cool guy, you made some moments humerous on some different occasions. We never really interacted enough to change each others life, but its not like I ever found you anoying or rude. Stick out the rough patches, things will start to look up. If everything else fails, find a form of art that you like and work on it for 20 min everynight before you get ready for bed. If its writing a story, just spend 20 minutes thinking about a plot that you would like to read, or especially write. You dont even have to show progression at first, just honestly work on it for 20 min. If by the third night its not starting to be fun, then drop it. But it is a fun productive way to escape. Let me know how it goes, if you do it.
Jesse

[wunderbra02]

dont hate me josh I love you heh ::muah::

hunnie

[kinky_rhema]

Hey you know you and i haven't connected from the start. YOu understand me the most and vice versa, right? Remember how scary it was when we thought the same about things and even put the same amount of taco sauce on our chalupa? Josh, you know i would miss you incredibly much. Please don't hurt yourself. It is not worth it in the end and i am not going to sit around a lose another friend. If you are ever felling suicidal give me a call we will hang or talk or do whatever... I'm praying for you! I LOVE YOU!