"And the September sky how it whispered 'I love you' "

[duranpardue]

This week has been so off and on, I don't know what to do or think or even where to begin. Maybe with work. Geez, today was actually kinda not bad because we didn't have swim lessons or swim team crap down at the Oasis so we actually had good, long breaks. Still the rest of the week was crappy. I was only suppose to have 4 days of 1:15-8:15 and one

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[sbcthatsme]

oooh! maybe duran might want to come along? i'm not sure when your working and all that jazz. but you can hang out w/ me. and i'm not much for talkig shit a/b others. it makes me sad. so i think we'll be good.

i had a group like that that i hung out w/ a lot. then i stopped hanging out w/ them. but now i pretty much hang out w/ them again. itll get better i promise. once they realize they actully arent in high school anymore and that stuff is stupid itll help.

but i totally know everything youre talking a/b. youre def not alone.

o ps i think i'm going to hope community on sunday for their 11:15 service.. if you would like to come. it's awesome

[anonymous]

Your entry was so sad! Here's some hopefully helpful advice, you can take it or leave it

[aceofhearts_596]

Hey Duran, just thought i'd leave a comment since I haven't talked to you in a while. *shrug, maybe it'll somehow help

Yea, the group didn't really do much, but at the time it seemed like the right thing. I think everyone is somewhat feeling the same way about it now though.

And hey, you aren't the only one who overanalyzes stuff and feels down. I know i've felt the same way, it happens.

[the_upbeat]

It's interesting how things like this look from other's points of view. I was envious of your group a lot, you guys always seemed like you had such a good time. Funny how what group you're shuffled into can determine so much.

Laura G

[chemdork_7487]

You know, I quasi-feel the same way, but think about it like this. Yeah, we did the same stuff a lot, but it's not like we never did different stuff. And I would think that after what happened with youth group, you'd understand how difficult it is to always try to have those highs and how bad it turns out when you don't do the simple stuff. So maybe we had a bit of an over-abundance of that, but it seems like you're regretful of it.