I don;t know what it is i feel so depressed... so alone so afraid.. none to talk to none to seem to care.. I'm just so scared and afraid... so confused .. iunno i must go .. yes must go .. ciao for now ..

Well the end of the day for me .. And all i have to say is that it was a good one .. I didn't end up going out with those gurls.. I hung out with my lil sis and Ryan had some good fun .. And well yes Liz u got my txt msg and i really mean that.. I was upset with u today because of what happened and i know you are.. But what i told you in my txt msg ( Read more... )

Well just got back from T.o not to long ago went shopping and such spent over 400$ lol right on .. Felt great .. Got a few phone #'s and such and all that stuff.... lol.. Well but anyways but a new suit, shrits pants and all the great bullshit .. Friday i'll be buyin a new paintball gun.. Can't fucking wait i'm so excitied to get back into balling ( Read more... )

Man what a day lol .. Well went to oneil to talk to liz and she snapped on me and i snapped back so forth and so on ... I went with Jeff one of her ex buddies to talk first and thats all he wanted to do was talk .. Jeff filled me in the other night about what happened between josh and liz ( Read more... )

i know you dont get it.... i honestly dont get it myself. but i had been thinking about ending it, and unsure about things for about a month or so before i actually said anything. im fucked when it comes to relationships..and erik was just getting.. i dont know. over time he just started driving me crazy - every little thing.. and annoying, and it ( Read more... )

Well all i have to say is that tomorrow will be a very weird day for me .. I don't now why it just will be but at the same time it will be a good day for me because i will find out the truth..

I'm so lost .. She called me again and told me more info... she said that she doesn't want to see liz do this with her life.. I don't understand .. i told her its her choice and lose .. and she wants to try new things i guess... again she comes back and says that none can deal with what i have dealt with with her .. She read her blog and my blogs ( Read more... )

Well just got off the phone not to long ago from a girl that called me . Pvt # and she didn't want to tell me her name .. She just told me what happened On a Weds night with Liz and josh .. She said they talk about shit and how he has stronge feelings for her and such still and all this stuff... And how they should be together because to him it ( Read more... )

love the pic I posted as a 'P.S.' on his entry. Immature, perhaps.. but I'm sick of his shit. If ya wanna see, go here

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I'm glad thats how u feel .. but w/e i love you anyways and good bye

I'm sorry for what i said Liz.. But thats how i needed to vent .. i am sorry and i will always love you i don't care if you don't want to see me or speak to me again .. but i love you till the day i die ..