ive been dreaming more lately, and although the dreams so far have been inconsequential, ive been remembering more and more of them. part of it has to do with the fact that ive been sleeping more, still not enough in my opinion. i want my dreams to reflect the things ive been having trouble dealing with. i want to be able to know what my ( Read more... )

i had a fight with my little brother last night. it got physical. nothing bad, just pushing and so on, but then it was later that night that I think i stumbled on to something. bare with me here because its not a finished thought. im mean to my brother, that is obvious even i admit that, and for the most part he is mean back (viscous cycle not ( Read more... )

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Right now I feel like I've been sitting in a dark room for an extended amount of time, and someone just turned on the peircing light. those hazy, blurred images you recieve in that instant is what I feel like right now. so many things, all at once. things are wierd right now, I accidentally stumbled apon the word that best describes it, burnt ( Read more... )

Alright, so I got yelled at the other day for not posting more often. so this is my attempt to post every day(ha ha ya sure , well, at least more then i did ( Read more... )

well tonight was alot of fun. i feel like i live in NH now. since all of you have left to go on vacation, those of us that were left behind banded together for some fun. we were bored and had nothing to do, so we played baseball in the walmart parking lot. . . oh no the fun doesnt stop there ladies and gentalmen, we played with a crowbar and ( Read more... )

Fucking Murphy ! No, this is not a story that competes with the Fucking Bobby story, although I wish it was, I wish I wish I wish. This is about murphys law. Who the hell was murphy anyways??!? Why is it that when something is spontaneous it goes right, but the first time we try to plan something out murphy decides to kick us in the balls? i ( Read more... )

Why is it that the tiniest things seem to make us happy? We could be having a wretched day and out of nowhere you see song lyrics that you had forgotten. It doesn't matter that you aren't hearing the song you start singing it to yourself. Lately my days haven't been the most fun, not absolutely horrible mind you, but I've definitely had ( Read more... )

this week went by pretty fast. Booth said its been the slowest of the year, but we all have our different perspectives. monday was an average monday ( Read more... )

parents are soo naive. i keep hearing people complain because of how they are being treated like 12 yr olds. i almost wish i could relate, wait . . . . no i don't. i understand that every one doesn't have the same relationship with their parents that i do, but what i cant get over is how other parents are so naive. when we go away to college ( Read more... )