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[dusc]

It's been about a year. I can no longer remember what it's like to wake up happy.

Joy is something seen in others; my smiles come from my friends.

I'm becoming myself; I would give everything to avoid it again.

Has it come? Is it really time for me to buy cloves and start shopping at Hot Topic? I'll miss my blue jeans, but I already like

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[vvalkyri]

;HUGS:

People wake up happy?

[dusc]

Some do. For a few months, I was living in an isolated community where everyone was nice healthy and very smart; there were no bad or mean people. The whole time, I felt like I was a blemish, the worst thing there. But, I was still so glad to be there. Not everyone was happy, but for me it was fantasy come to life.

[vvalkyri]

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[marycatone]

*hugs*